Almost 20 years in the education system has come to an end and I just feel kind of… numb. I got my results yesterday for my final year assignments, my dissertation and the classification I will be graduating with in just a few weeks. I’d been dreading it for ages; I always get this way with school results where I make myself sick with worry that I am going to fail. I have never failed anything before so I don’t know why I always think I will. I didn’t fail this time either.

A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder season two dropped just four days ago. I had mixed feelings going into this one because of the absolute car crash that was season one. Such a car crash in fact that it made me genuinely emotionally angry

I’m baaaaack! Did you miss me? I sure as hell missed you. Some of you may have noticed that this blog hasn’t been much more than a barren wasteland for the past year and a half. The particularly eagle-eyed among you may have also realised that endofapaige was actually just another ‘server not found’ floating around the ether of the internet for nearly a year. There’s good reason for that… I’ve just been busy man. I started endofapaige when I was 17. It started, first and fo

The earth spins once more and another year rolls in. I am yet again sat in my bedroom wondering just what I am doing with my life. I’ve evolved a lot in 2024. I’m starting to gain some confidence, something I never thought I’d manage. It helps having people around me singing my praises. You know that saying that’s like ‘say it enough and they’ll believe it’ that’s usually applied to bullying, I think it works for the positive stuff too. It’s my career mindset that has devel

“It is better to love wisely, no doubt: but to love foolishly is better than not to be able to love at all.” - Vanity Fair, William...

Happy Not-So-New-Anymore Year! How have you been? How was your Christmas? I’d caught that viral thing that’s been going around right on...

As I write this now you are merely a week away, and fuck has your presence hit me like a truck.

So, I never really got my mojo back, I still don’t, I still find this whole writing activity more of a chore than fun. But that’s not...

The title sounds a lot more thrilling than this actually will be. Not because I didn’t thoroughly enjoy my time, but because Magaluf has...

The marketing for Dexter Fletcher’s Ghosted was next to none. A clip I saw on Chris Evans’ Instagram once, decided I must watch it and...

I have had many names online. My real name: Ashleigh shortened to Ash usually but once upon a time Leigh. My middle name, Paige. I’ve...

Hey… it’s been a little while. A couple of months now, which isn’t really abnormal for me, but it’s felt for forever this time around....

University. I’m here in the tiny single bed bedroom with the lights that are either too bright or flickering too much to even claim they...

I never realised how fast life can change. This time last year I was stuck in a rut. Leaving the house was few and far between, I was...

As I write this now it is very almost 11am on the 11th of August, exactly one week until A Level results day. And I am shitting it. The...

Ten months later I have FINALLY read Lore by Alexandra Bracken. I’m going to have to give you some context on that countdown: back on a...

Anyone who knows me will know my three joys in life, in no particular order, are: cinema, books and musicals. Obviously, books and cinema are much more accessible than musicals nowadays, and 300x more affordable. I mean I have access to the soundtracks but writing reviews about soundtracks doesn’t sound particularly substantial. Anyway, end of May or early June this picture-perfect afternoon (it actually was) my friend Georgia and I were sat in my bedroom trying to revise for

As I write this now it’s very almost 6pm on the 7th of June, the night before double exam day. I have watched hours of media focus videos...

The first mistake I made going into Against the Ice was that I got attached to the dogs, the second mistake I made was assuming I’d have...

If you ask me my favourite book genre I will always tell you it’s fantasy. And if you asked what I thought about YA romance, I would tell...